schwartzing it here:

this was a real rain job. everything is enjoyable though, a small consistent spitting. you can see the camry in all its glory
as well as a blurred deer. WHO, after mutual fear, stayed near me with her kids for a full half hour. By a creek, in 47 F
silence.

Sitting Shiva for October. Got out here:

hyper plee-asant play land with forest walks, inlets, pastures, a salt marsh and strong island shore.
again choosing to get bombed on coffee mid-day.

this one whiskey slug slammed me last night, its sitting on some couch in my brain- sleeping in. its like a pal on the couch sleeping later than you- blinds drawn, sleeps smells of the mid-20s male.

why did they make the first 30 seconds so incredibly annoying?! (adult on-set)
and then.. everything about this kills; incredible language and the
sincerity.. "i lost so much, people drinking awl my yoo-hoos, my hawaiiin ounch.. my tropicanas"
LEARNT, YOUTHFUL and his 2 Liter HAND DRINKING MOTION.. ill cry to this
OAKRIDGE CAKE!!!! ahhahahhaa, i've had a bunch of coffee and feel great ..GARDEN CAKE!?!


and the truth is that for months ive been teasing myself with a switch over to this svelt tumblr.. can't: need the library of content..need the bluntness of blogspot.

power morning melts. proper mornin melt.s one thirty four. i ve got recovery from a hazed fri/sat/sun of high turnover, high returns but with some notable 11 am serotonin lows. the e true hollywood of the back end of my partying. (which, upon any further inspection reveals that gurls are in nearly complete control)
Syd, Sheckey. big jews, out and around.

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using the internet properly:

nikita really turns it around on us..'i still hate everybody and they can all go to hell,' weird low income unexplained illness. she was one of my first girlfriends- took it to her in Mike Green's basement in '96. switched gum. and here's a reeeaaaalllll treat, former boss Brian:

look at THAT public mid-30s depression!!! you can't do that!! or, when does the bottom fall out like that!!??!! i enjoy how he still observed yom kippur ('fasting, depression...') he was such an arrogant jerk all the time
very lazy desktop upload:





"just a guy really"